Fuck this.

I dunno if I’m gonna stick in the whole RTF program at UT. It was a lot of big talk, and we got shown the studios and everything, and it all sounded good. But then I get here, go through almost two semesters in RTF classes and……I’m incredibly disappointed. I feel like they baited and switched me, I dunno.

No hands on stuff. Students don’t produce any films, really. Ever. Maybe one student film at the end of a year. Are you kidding? Other kids at other schools are on actual sets shooting stuff, and I’m here suffering through film theory that I’m going to get a C in?

Fuck it. I could be an English major, I got an A on every RHE paper I wrote in the summer. I can make movies. So why can’t I make it through effing RTF314?